So, a big part of why I haven't written in so long, aside from the fact that I've been over all spacy lately, is that I wanted to update everything.. To write a bunch of posts of everything that's happened in the last month, but since I keep procrastinating I'm just going to start writing again and worry about the other stuff later..
Elliana will be 7 months on Sat, it's crazy! So I'll write more about what she's been up to then. Let's just say she sure gets around nowadays. :) She's with Jon right now so I thought I'd write while I have some time for myself.
I've started studying and it's actually kinda fun.. At least when I feel like I know what and how to write and remember all the more advanced Swedish I should know.. Hehe. :) I try to get in the studying while Elli takes her nap during the day. It's working pretty good.
We're going to Sweden in May, and I'm really happy about it! Can't believe we will have been here for 2 years soon. That's a lot longer than we lived in Sweden in the beginning of our marriage. I sure do miss it. I know "home" is where my husband and daughter are, but Sweden will always be Sweden och the place where I learned how to ride a bike, fell of the back of a truck and lost both my front teeth and the place where I married the man of my life for time and all eternity. You know, all that good stuff and memories that will never leave.
My neck is hurting so I'm trying not to look to the right.. I keep forgetting. :P Good thing I have a swivel chair to help me out. :)
We got a new car seat for Elli the other day, she's getting big my little girl. She's so happy most of the time, smiling and laughing and making it worth the times she's not so happy.. ;) I wonder how you can know if you're a good parent, if you're really doing your best and what consequenses your decisions and actions will have on your child's life, now and far in the future. I hope Elli will think back on her childhood with warm feelings and happy thoughts and know that through the hard times that are always going to be there and affect you one way or another, we were happy and made the best of our life.
Well, I hear my angel say it's mommy time.. So that ends my alone time. But I will keep trying to update here more often, get back into the habit.
Thanks for your patience!
Love always, Linnéa